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  • Nov. 15th, 2008 at 11:26 AM

So, to many this is going to sound odd, out of it, crazy, ect. I am a lot like my father. Fuck I'm a spitting image of his attitude if that makes sense.
Here's the story, he came back thursday night, and...He hugged me. I dont remember the last time he hugged me. It's now Saturday and he hasn't said a mean thing to me at all. The first thought of mine is, what's he hiding and when's it all going to start again. People have told me dont read too much into it just let it go as is but i cant help it, its literaly making me sick thinking about it. but thats all besides the point, yesterday he showed through in me, i'm thankful that my father was too distracted to notice me for much of the day. all day I could barely keep myself from ripping into everyone around me. I havent said a word to my brother in almost 24 hours which is killing both of us cause he and my cousin are sitting outside my door right now. I've literaly been in a rage and its not only scaring me but it hurts, it's like a 50 pound weight on my rib cage, i cant breath i cant move. I already went off on my brother, that got me no where, well except his eyes showed so much hurt that i turned tail and ran. I just cant help it, I know its wrong but I take a step out of my room and its not me. I feel trapped, I feel like my father has taken root in me and is slowly puling me apart. I know i'm not him, but in some ways I am. I feel like I cant control it no matter how hard I try.

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Freedom!

  • Nov. 9th, 2008 at 9:03 PM

Amazing shit has happened today.
1. My dad is off to Germany or some other country thats very far away from me! for the week for work!
2. I ran. Like full force non-stop no pain no nothing just the ground under my feet and me feeling completly happy.
3. My mom made my favorite dinner, flank steak.
4. I picked a god damn pencil up and started to write again. I'm getting sick of not writing.
5. I slept like the  best i have in years, and didnt fall asleep at all during the day. (huge for me)
6. I've been spending the past few hours downloading new songs.
and yeah, thats about it....

Oh i'm also looking for any hard rock bands...hell any band that anyone even mildily likes, i'm getting bored with mine again, believe this isnt new i'll most likely ask this all the time.

Mom + power tools = Carved pumpkins???

  • Oct. 29th, 2008 at 11:23 PM

So we carved pumpkins today, ok well my mom and I did while the boys were out playing some sport. We had 4 to do before 9, and we started at 7:30 ish. After about 10 minutes my mom gets sick of working and goes downstairs and gets my dad's Jig saw. I took 5 steps back and let her at it, then grabbed the camera because it was too good to pass up. We got all of the craved after 9:30 so i missed the begining of Criminal minds, but we recorded it. And we concluded that we will be carving pumpkins with the jig saw from now on, and wont ever do four again. We like powertools :)

Quick update

  • Oct. 29th, 2008 at 3:24 PM

so life has come up and bit me in the ass for the past week or so. nothing bad for once, i got a new doctor who pulled me off any medication from the other doc. I also got all my stuff and pervilages back! So all in all my life is slowly pulling back together which is amazing. I'm trying to get the next part of my story wrapped up and posted hopefully tonight but who knows, and yes i know its been a while. I havent had any problumes from the fight last friday thank god. I finally was able to fix our computer downstairs so i can download songs with out having to worry about my dad freaking out about viruses or anything, so i'm over the moon and have downloaded about 100 songs in the past 24 hours. i do download and send out if anyone wants anything, even if its not out i can most likely get it, well not the new Nickelback yet, though i do have Gotta be somebody, and the song that just got leaked Something in your mouth, which i have to say is really good. If you havent noticed I'm always looking for new music and always want to get others imputs ect. its like one thing that can bring the world together, music. Now off to the regualr doctor for a check up....you would think they would just leave it alone sometimes huh.

week wrap...

  • Oct. 24th, 2008 at 9:30 PM

*grins* so today was....how should i put it...interesting? i got to school not feeling good in the first place but i was hanging with my buddies before frist hour and finally split with about 5 mins to get to class and i was headed to class and looked up and saw this guy walking toward me. (not that there arent guys all over my school) he just stuck out for somereason, like his eyes and his face showed he was pissed, well when we passed he just grabed me in and slamed me into the lockers hitting me. Me being me, and being on the drugs from the quack and not wanting to get in trouble didnt fight back. accordeing to others he hit me 4 times the last time with brass knuckles. i remember that hit because it pulled me out of my passive let shit slide phase and into tunnle vison 'this guy is hurting me and i have to stop it no matter what.' i dont remember too much but i know i hit him in the stomach and must've hit him in the face. in the end i'm a little battered and  bursied, arms have burses and the side of my face, i also have a cut from the brass knuckles on my face. him - broken nose bursied, broken hand, and busted ear drum. i say he broke his own hand but i dont know. i know i broke his nose and i slamed his head into my hand so i think i mess the ear drum up too. but i dont care much he came at me i was protecting myself. my dad made me fill out a police report and talked to the school so i wouldnt get in trouble there, (no fighting rule even if its self defense). and a few hours ago the cops called saying the kid cant press charges if he tried (something like excisve force or shit idk my dad was worried) b.c. he had a knife on him at school and they picked him up for something else after school. so i'm all good!

i also restarted my ipod challenge wendsay night at 1043 pm and i'm at 433 right now so YAY!

my family has only sent me to the doc twice this week, monday and wensday, thank god for that. though i do have a supposition that they upped my seds... who knows. 

My brother has been a huge help with all this stuff! he got me a huge box of nerds! i'm sooo happy. But hes at work tonight so i'm a little sad, stupid fast food places need him all the time.

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GOD DAMN!

  • Oct. 19th, 2008 at 11:26 AM


My ipod shut down from a low battery today at 1036am, i was asleep. i even had a thought for a secound last night 'maybe i should just plug it in..just incase.' but no i didnt listen! SON OF A BITCH! alright....*takes deep breath* i'm starting again wensday night. *smiles* my brother is more upset than i am i think. he keeps looking at me like 'it's ok, you can still do this.' huh, i know he made this thing up but he's really really upset. odd. so wensday night, starting up again...

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My little Jail bird helper aka My bro

  • Oct. 17th, 2008 at 12:01 AM


I owe my brother huge, and yes i'll be saying this alot. a shit load actuallly. we've always had this 'i cover your ass you cover mine.' way of life me normally being the one getting covered, but more resently its evolved into 'i'm here for you whenever however you neeed me even if you dont ask.' which is really helping through this whole doctor phsyco thing. (phycolgist not theripist come to find out) he's stolen my file, my ipod, given me access to a laptop and internet. HE GOT ME JONES SODA! for you that dont know it its litteraly packed with sugar so what can make me happier? he's passed notes from me and my best firend, gotten me a mcdonalds big mac! (i so dont normally eat those but i've had shit to eat for a while excluding the steak i got like two or three days ago) he showed me how to hide my pill in my mouth then spit it out later when my mom wasnt looking! he's trying to see if he can somehow make it so they cant give me the seditive but its a shot so...its a little harder. he has my flash drive, with all my stories on it considering my family got rid of them on my laptop. he is like the coolest brother ever! tomorrow he wants to take me out to the football game, if i 'behave' my mom said its ok, theres a huge plan to get all my buds up there and its been a little too long since i've seen them. o and the big ass hershey's choclate bar that is all mine and completly hidden from my rents..yeah thats a major reason why he rocks. Also if i 'behave' tomorrow according to my doc i can get three things off my list of  no nos! (not my name so his) i'm going with Ipod, Computer, and pepsi. yes i know it seems like i have them already but i have them illiegaly basicly and i want to be able to listen to my pod at dinner! i dont think i could sit through another family dinner with out it. the computer b.c. i almost dont have a d on this comp i have to slam it to work...and i miss mine. and well i'm a pepsi addict so withdrawl sucks i've gone from about 6 cans a day to less than 1 if 1. so yes life is actually looking up...lets hope nothing gets fucked up in the next 12 to 24 hours! And they might lower the amount of drugs their pumping into me!...highly doubtful but one can only hope.

oh and the ipod chalenge! i'm on song 289!!!! out of 978! so i'm like a little less than a thrid done. and to make it all better its run dont walk by hey monday!

So Chin is up held high, mind is trying to stay as sharp as possible, i love my brother unconditonaly, i'm really drugged right now so only about half of this might make sense. I can beat this, or them or well THEY WONT BREAK ME!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa! *grins*

*smiles* i feel like this about right now gotta love gizmo, gives me some of the best pictures.
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Off the Deep End

  • Oct. 15th, 2008 at 11:18 PM


So, the doctor i go to, not even sure if he's cerified after today, fuck after the frist day which was monday, told me i was off the deep end. isnt that nice of him! i was like wtf dude, Not a damn thing is wrong with me its all made up in your mind! later they drugged me even more with more stuff they now wont tell me what it is but b.c. my stupid ass father gave them persmisson its just fine! and to be added to the lists for today, vists, who i can see and who i cant, i cant see my best friends but i can see my aunts and uncles but i cant see my cousins, i can see my grandparents but i cant see my ex's or my current 'lover' as they put it, and it goes on and on! so now as my mind is starting to give up on actual words and being replaced with a huge fog i'm going to pass out. and pray that i dont have to go tomorrow, they wont tell me now when i'm going b.c. i worked myself up today keeping my anger and gaurd up. *grins* gotta love audioslave they help get me pissed.

o! and I got challenged by my brother to put my ipod on shuffle and not skip any songs! if i can do it i get a pack of pepsi and a vist with my best bud. two things that can get both our asses in big trouble. But I think i can i think i can! No matter what i do i must not hit next...this is going to be a long few days.

hey come to think of it i'm not suppose to have my ipod either....not bringing that up again...

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24-part 3 and 4 wmc

  • Jun. 30th, 2008 at 11:53 PM

PART 3

 

“Cindy, have you seen Lindsey?” Clare asked as clam as she could, last night right after Lindsey left the creeper left then Cindy. No one’s seen Lindsey since she didn’t answer her phone, car gone, and house untouched. Jill and Clare began to hope she went to Cindy’s; the sparks were flying last night.

“No, why? What’s up? Crime?”

“No, it’s… Cindy she didn’t come into work.”

“What? Stop joking Clare.”

“Cindy she’s not here.” It all sank into Cindy like a lead block…

“Clare she’s missing isn’t she? We have 48 hours… no 24.” She hung up the phone and ran out the door.

Cindy ran as fast as she could to the hall, her heart raced as she saw Jill running down the stairs, they joined giving each other looks of fear and anger.  The two skidded to a stop in Clare’s office.

“Ok, now we’re here, this is our case…” Tom rambled on about his ex wife, he turned to Cindy, who was being held on to by Jill. “Reddy!”

“Huh? What?” her voice thick with tears.

“You publish every thing on this one!” His face red from her ignoring him.

“I have a name….”

“I know.”

“What is it?”

“I’m busy.”

“That’s code for: shut up kid.  I don’t remember I’m a loser.” Jill smiled.

“Shut the hell up, Jill.”

“Tell me it’s no.” He just stood there.

“Fine, I forgot.”

“Tom, we got a call from the tip line, car off the road.  It’s inspector Boxer’s….”

“Get Charlie out there now!  Tell him that every inch is to be scoped.” The officer disappeared.  “Reddy… red, check at the local bars, you call her spots Jacobi any failed scenes in the past year or so.”

“Your plan is going on so well.  Warren, scope the normal.  Me, I’ll take the hangouts, Clare, Jill, any spots you know about, keep in touch….  Anyone doesn’t answer the check in will be checked via satellite.  Tom, old house, bring up your past and spin it out.  I want every little hangout torn apart, some on call.  Her home town, we have 24 hours, let’s move!”

Everyone sat starring at the child, Jill finally stopped and ran out, Clare was close behind.

“I had no clue she had it in her.”

“I don’t think she did.”

“Let’s pray she gets out of there before….”

“I’m sorry Tom….” Cindy ran past them, hauling ass as Tom was just feet behind her.

“I’ll show you…” Clare and Jill tripped him.

“Run, Cindy run!”

“I’m not Forest!” Cindy yelled back.

“Sure looks like him running like that,” Jill teased.

“Finish your job!” Cindy snapped.  Turning another corner, she ran into Joe.  “Joe… I’m sorry.”  He put a damp cloth to her face and she passed out.

 

“Ed, we have a problem.” Clare said walking into the house.

            “I know, I’m sorry, I didn’t make it to the…” he stopped when he saw the tears on her face.

            “Lindsey’s gone, now Cindy won’t answer her phone.” Ed wrapped his arms around her. “Why did you miss your appointment?”

            “I made dinner.” He stepped aside showing his wife that he made a wonderful meal. “Anyway, I’m walking again.” He smiled his bright smile and kissed Clare. “I got my job back, I start tomorrow, I guess my case is Cindy and Lindsey missing.”

            “That’s great because now I’ll be working along side you.”

            “Hey don’t think that way.” Ed stammered.

            “What? I’m on the streets looking.”

            “Oh, Sorry, your job is death though.” He smiled.

            “Jerk.”

 

PART 4

 

A groggy Cindy woke up, pain filled all around her. As a long and hard image came in, Lindsey lay underneath her, a very naked Lindsey.

            “Don’t move…anything.” Lindsey said just as Cindy realized where exactly her hand was.

            Cindy moved her hand back in a jolt only to have a metal nail drive into it, making her howl in pain. Her shoulder hit another then her back. She finally understood the further from Lindsey she got the more pain it caused, physical and mental.

            “Shit, Cindy I told you not to move.”

            “I hurt…” was all she could get out.

            “I don’t doubt it.”

            “Ok so just to let you know this is very very… odd,”

            “Yeah, just think when your actually with me it’s by force.” She smiled at Cindy’s shocked face. “Clare and Jill had to point it out to me, but I knew it was there.”

            “Great!” Cindy now feeling exposed looked down avoiding eye contact, she immediately looked back up. “Sorry.”

            “Well you star down you don’t have to uh… stare… I do.” A smile played across her face.

            “Happy? Good because ain’t no way in hell I’m moving again.” She smiled realizing that behind her wasn’t so bad, at least not for her. She hoped not for Lindsey either.

            “How long before Clare realizes I’m gone?”

            “You mean realized, not sure she called me about 24 hours after you left the bar.”

            “Wow, she’s quick.” Cindy nodded. “So… uh…”

            “You great at small talk huh?” Cindy said making Lindsey blush.

            “Yeah, in the right situation.”

            “So you know it’s Joe right?”

            “Yeah, lets just say I wasn’t the one undressing myself.”

            “Great.” Cindy laughed. “He didn’t…”
            “Oh, oh god no.” Lindsey said. “Hey you ok?”

            “Yeah…why?”

            “Your really pale.”

            “I don’t feel good…”

            “When did you last eat?”

            Cindy hesitated. “…At the diner…with you and the girls.”

            “Shit Cindy, that’s a long fucking time!”

            “How long?”

            “I’ve been her for more than two days.”

            “Shit.”

            “Yeah shit, goddamn it.” Cindy swayed back and forth; Lindsey grabbed her to hold her up. “Cindy wake up.” When she didn’t respond Lindsey laid her down on her self, Cindy’s back had been raked with blood. Lindsey noticed a hit of color; she swept some of the blood away and found a tattoo of a dragon. Lindsey stared at it, on her back was its match…no one knew about it… not even Tom.

 

           

 

24 part one and two. wmc

  • Jun. 30th, 2008 at 11:49 PM

 

PART 1

“Lindsey Boxer… oh the years it has been.” A man stood alone in a room watching as Lindsey Boxer held on Cindy Thomas’s shoulder walking to the diner with the girls. An angry Jill and a nervous Clare walked along. he knew they were going to talk about the case over food and drinks. It was amazing four women could piece together a murder and find the killer, post it on all the papers and throw him in jail, then move to the next. He had watched it over and over now he knew his plan.

           

            “So just the normal margaritas and wings?”

            “Yep.” All four women said in sync. Lindsey sat next to Jill her head rested on the shoulder.

            “God, maybe I should quit. Its hard day in and day out.”

            “No, I need a source.” Cindy smiled.

            “Agh, I’m just so tired.” She finally took her head off Jill when the waitress brought the drinks.

            “And an extra shot for Miss. Boxer.” She smiled putting the two cups down. “Enjoy.” She walked away. :Lindsey downed the shot and more than half of the margarita.

            “Slow down there kid.” Jill joked.

            “Humph” Lindsey threw her head back and sighed. “God I’m tried…” Everyone’s jaws dropped, Lindsey? Tried and admitting it? Naw?

            “Lindz, go home.” Clare said.

            “No, I’m not leaving.” She protested and glared at Clare.

 

            Three margaritas and 2 shots later, well actually about 20 minuets, Lindsey was out head against the window. When the second round of wings showed up Lindsey woke up.

            “Hey sleepy head.” Clare joked.

            “I wasn’t sleeping, I was resting my eyes.”

            “Yeah sure than you don’t care that Jill had your other shot?” Cindy said making Lindsey turn her attention to Jill.

            “What? Why?”

            “You were out!”

            “Jerk.” She gave her a slight push.

            “Hey man you were hogging.” Jill pointed to the four margarita and 3 shot glasses.

            “Yeah I guess… sorry.”

            “She’s gotta be wasted.” Cindy said looking at her.

            “Nope, she could get a lot more down.” Clare stated.

            “It comes with the being a cop thing.” Jill explained.

            “Along with the gun!” Lindsey joked knowing how much Cindy was afraid of the hunk of metal always trapped to her side.

            “Ah, the gun.” Clare said as Cindy rolled her eyes.

            “She’d never shoot me. I’m part of the…” The sound of the gun being cocked stopped her.

            “It’s not a club,” Lindsey said completely serious.

            “I…I… sorry I know I just didn’t I’m sorry please don’t shoot me. I’m young I’m next to Clare, remember Clare she loves us shoot me and get blood on her… no…” Cindy stammered for words. The others started cracking up.

            “I wouldn’t kill you.” Lindsey smiled. “I’m not that mean.”

           

            The man sat out in his car hair falling over his eyes. He had once known Lindsey, they were practically kin. He smiled at the thought, Kin killing Kin. He slowly walked to the street and in the diner…guns blazing.

 

PART 2

 

“No way!” Clare said as a very familiar face appeared around the corner. “Lindsey it’s…Joe.” Lindsey snapped around staring at the sight in front of her.

            “Joe!” she shouted waving him over. “Why the hell are you here?”

            “I’ve lived here for years.” His voice excited.

            “Gezz you look like a million bucks…still.” She flirted with him.

            “You…don’t. shit Lindsey you look like you got hit by a car.”

            “Bad day at work.” Cindy said jealousy on her voice.

            “Oh,” he looked questionably at them, “How’s the hubby? Tom?” He knew that he left he just wanted to drive the steak in deeper.

            “Gone, he left well we left.”

            “Gezz, how’s the kid holding up?”

            “Why don’t you answer that yourself, Joe?” Cindy snapped.

            “Well I can’t.” he snapped back anger in his face, he got a warning glance from all three other women, making him back off.

            “She…he…it never made it.”

            “Sorry to hear that.” A sly grin almost broke out onto his face. Cindy felt her stomach turn as she tried to stay silent.

            “Come join us.” Lindsey scooted in grabbing Jill bringing her closer.

            “Thanks, but I’m actually I am meeting someone here.”

            “Oh, ok. Call me some time same number as always.”

            “I will, cya.” As he turned he could feel the stare from Cindy burning holes into his head. He knew that she wasn’t going to be easy.

            “What was that all about?” Cindy asked.

            “He’s just a friend.”

            “That has no clue about the last, oh, 6 years of your life?” Cindy was practically yelling.

            “I guess he didn’t get the memo.” Lindsey stated. “Why do you care so much anyway?”

            “Because I do!” Cindy shot back.

            “Well, then that settled.” Lindsey looked at her watch. “Quarter to midnight. I don’t know about you guys but I’ve gotta sleep.” Jill stood and let her go with a heart aching good bye.

            As Lindsey walked out to her car all she could think about is how much Cindy had tried to protect her. As she drove to her house Joe’s face flashed in her mind, over and over. She knew it was odd. Just seeing him brought back old forbidden memories. She became light headed as she drove and finally passed out. The car spinning off the road into the ditch.

Most Powerful Women

  • Jun. 26th, 2008 at 11:22 AM

            Jill walked in the house, threw her suit jacket and bag on the floor, walked over to the couch, and flopped down on it. Cindy walked over to Jill and sat down on her lap. She rested her head on Jill’s shoulder and sighed.

            “Hey, how was your day?” Cindy asked.

            “It was ok. The case was over drawn.” She rested back against Cindy. As they spent their time breathing in each other’s scents Lindsey walked into the room carrying a child, their child.

            “Hey, that’s my baby.” Jill said as Lindsey sat next to Jill, the little girl held her arms out toward her. Cindy stood letting the little child crawl into Jill’s lap. Jill kissed the top of her head and pushed the long red bangs out of her face.

            “How was my girl’s day?” she asked

            “Well… first there was a shooting down…” Lindsey started.

            “Not you!” Jill laughed giving a playful push to her.

            “Mommy it’s late. You said you’d be home early to play!” the child nuzzled against Jill’s chest.

            “I’m sorry, Kelsey, I know I promised but you know how mommy’s work goes.” The child nodded. Lindsey put a comforting hand on the girl’s back moving it up and down. A single tear slid down Jill’s cheek, Lindsey leaned over and kissed it away.

            “Ok, Kelsey it’s time for bed.” Cindy said hating herself for having to break up the touching moment.

            “Ok mom.” She gave Jill one last heartfelt embrace. “Night mom.” She turned to Lindsey and did the same. “Night mom.” She took Cindy’s hand, the two walked down the hall together. When the door to the room shut, Jill broken down.

            “The miracle child. I have no time for the miracle child! My child.” She thanked god that Lindsey was there to hold her. Lindsey pulled Jill into a tight hug and rocked her back and forth. “She is the most wonderful thing in our lives and all I can do is work!”

            “We all work honey.”

            “I’m never home!” Jill felt like she was going to be sick, she realized that even Lindsey had stopped taking calls after about 6 pm everyday and didn’t work on the weekends.

            “Jilly, it’s ok.”

            “No! She is our child! I should be here for her! I wasn’t here for any of her firsts!”

            “There are a lot more. I mean come on she’s only 5. The first day of school? That’s soon, you were her first word, Jilly.” Seeing that she had brought a smile to Jill’s face, Lindsey kissed her. Soft at first but as Jill melted in to it she increased the intensity. When she moved her tongue across Jill’s lips and slipped it inside her mouth she heard a moan escape from her lover. When Lindsey felt a hand on her back she broke the kiss earning a groan from Jill, who had her eyes almost welded shut. Lindsey leaned back allowing Cindy in to kiss Jill. Cindy took a seat on Lindsey’s lap quickly kissing her then leaning over to Jill and finishing what Lindsey had already started.

            “O my god” Jill gasped. “Cindy.” She deepened the kiss quickly and tangled her hand in the red hair, pulling her lover closer.

            “Ok, move…to bed… bed room.” Lindsey stammered as the two made out in front of her. She grabbed Cindy and Jill’s arms and hosted them to their feet, dragged them to the bedroom, threw them down on the bed and collapsed next to them. She took Cindy’s shirt off as Cindy removed Jill’s. Lindsey lazily traced patterns on Cindy’s back, finding a ticklish spot she made Cindy buck into Jill, who in turn moaned at the extra touch.

            Lindsey finally couldn’t take it any more, she rolled on top of the two, kissing each of them repeatedly. She moved her hands to grasp at their breasts, she heard a soft moan from Jill as soon as she made contact. When Jill all the sudden backed away from the other two, they both knew why but stopped anyway.

            “Come back.” Cindy started sounding like she was going to throw a fit.

            “No, I’ll watch for now.” She said a sheepish smile across her face. With that Lindsey started kissing Cindy again, her hands roamed up the small body till they found her face. She caressed it and held it tight in her hands a tear started down Lindsey’s cheek. She loved them so much that it drove her insane. When Cindy pulled away she shook with want.

            “Lindsey, again?” Cindy asked wiping away the tears. Lindsey nodded as another sob shook her body. Jill stood up from where she was and walked over to the bed, she laid down next to her two lovers and wrapped her arms around Lindsey. Cindy matched the move and watched as Jill kissed the back of Lindsey’s neck.

            “Why, why did that happen?” she was yelling toward the ceiling.

            “Honey, you can’t be the hero in every story.” Jill comforted.

            “It wasn’t just any story it was the story, the big story! Our, story we could have died.”

            “It’s ok, Lindsey, it’s ok.” Jill put a hand on her arm. Lindsey quickly jerked away.

            “No! It’s not ok! Jill it will never be ok! You have said for 6 years it would be ok. Look at where we are now! The same damn spot we we’re those 6 years ago!” Lindsey stood up, grabbed a shirt and walked out, leavening Jill and Cindy in her wake. Wanting to go after Lindsey, Cindy stood but was pulled back down by Jill.

            “Let her be. You know how this works, she needs her time.” She wrapped her arms around Cindy, pulling her back to the bed. “It will be ok. It always turns out ok. We made it though that we can make it though anything.” They sat crying as they listened to Lindsey bawl just down the hall. “It will be ok.”

            “I know.” Cindy said nuzzling into Jill’s neck. They sat there just holding each other till they heard the door open.

            “Mommy’s crying again.” Kelsey said walking over to the bed.

            “We know, come on curl up with us.” Jill helped the girl onto the bed and stroked her hair till she fell asleep again. The amount she resembled Cindy was amazing, the hair the shade of red was a perfect match to hers, the face shape and eyes, almost a perfect match a mini Cindy of sorts. The only think that came from the father, or so they say, was the attitude, many a times they had to put her in check, unfortunately she reminded them of a younger Lindsey, 6 years ago, that Lindsey.

 

6 years ago

            “Get in the car!” Lindsey yelled at Jill and Cindy as she threw the last suitcase in the car. “Come on, we were suppose to leave hours ago.”

            “Lindsey, maybe we should… Lindsey you need to come.”

            “Jill there’s no time for that.” Lindsey rolled her eyes.

            “Lindsey no. Come here.” Jill said this time fear in her voice.

            “What’s going on?” just then Lindsey saw Cindy running in the back yard away from the house as fast as she could. “Cindy!” Lindsey had no idea what to do, then a shot rang out, Cindy fell to the ground in a yelp. Giving Jill one last look Lindsey drew her gun and ran over to Cindy.

            “Cindy. Cindy oh no!”

            “I just got grazed.” Cindy pointed to the spot on her leg where it was bleeding. “But aw fuck does it hurt!” Lindsey helped her to her feet and limped her to the house. She sat Cindy down in a chair, looked around and finally set eyes on Jill.

            “What the fuck!” Lindsey said angry.

            “Meet, I’m sorry I didn’t catch the name.”

            “That’s because I didn’t say one.” The guy stepped out from behind Jill, closely followed by another and another. “This, this is the end.”

 

            After about what felt like a 10-hour drive the back door to the semi truck opened. Lindsey once again flung herself at her captors, kicking, screaming and biting them. She was already pretty beaten but wasn’t willing to go down with out a fight. The same guy she attacked the other three times grabbed her by the neck and threw her into the truck, he jumped in the bed and lowered his foot on her throat causing her to choke.

            “Ah, look the little bitch still wants to fight.” He pushed down harder till Lindsey passed out.

            “Get off her.” Jill growled.

            “Make me!” he snapped back.

            “Get off her.” Another guy walked in. “Now. She dies we fail, what the fuck don’t you understand about that?”

            “Who sent you after us?”

            “Not us as in all of you just her.” The guy pointed to Lindsey. “I said get off.” He pulled his gun out and shot a warning shot the barley grazed the back of the guy’s neck, he immediately removed his foot.

            “God, what the fuck was that for?”

            “Not obeying me.”

            “Why don’t you just leave me and them alone for a while?”

            “Because you’ll fuck up and get linked to the case if I let you have alone time with these three women, and on top of that I don’t think they swing your way.” The guy gave a cocky smile to his younger accomplice.

            “Just because on this one your boss doesn’t mean shit!”

            “Well I guess it does, because I can kill you and boss won’t give a shit.” He gave the younger guy a steely look. “Anyway I know your rap sheet, you don’t want to get caught, and they’ll kill you.”

            “Gotta catch me first.”

            “I hope you know your foot was just on a cop and my guess is she knows you. I mean she has been after you in the past.”

            “Garret…” Jill said softly.

            “Yep, good job Jill you figured out who he is.”

            “He’s Garret Myers. The number one murderer and raspiest in the state.”

            “Oh just great.” Cindy said in a huff.

            “Don’t worry, he won’t hurt you I wont let him.”

            “So what’s this all about?” Jill said standing up not afraid anymore.

            “This is about Lindsey, you and ms. Thomas just happened to be along for the ride.”

            “Then let us go.” Cindy said.

            “I do that and she’ll kill me, she would think your dead. Sorry.” he walked out, but grabbed the younger guy by the hair first dragging him along.

            “Fuck. We’re stuck here.” Jill said as Cindy scrambled over to Lindsey.

            “Is she going to be ok?”

            “Yeah don’t worry watch.” Jill went over and kissed Lindsey. Lindsey’s eyes fluttered open and she started to kiss Jill back, deepening the kiss.

            “God,” Cindy said watching the two go at it. “Ok, fine don’t let me join.” She pouted earning a laugh from the other two. Jill leaned over and kissed Cindy pushing her back against the floor of the truck. She undid the top of her pants and quickly slid a hand between her legs, making Cindy jump.

            “Here?” Cindy asked.

            “If it’s the last time I want to.” Jill said running a finger up and down Cindy’s thigh. “You know you do too.” Jill finally slid two fingers into the pulsating heat that was Cindy. Cindy arched into Jill’s hand and tried to rock against it. When she started to gasp Jill added a third finger, sending Cindy crashing to the floor. Her arms spread out at her sides Cindy let out an ear splitting scream, Jill quickly tugged the pants and panties down to Cindy’s ankles and flicked her tongue across Cindy clit.

            Not able to take it any longer Lindsey undid Jill’s pants and ripped them off. She kissed her way back up the long legs till she found Jill’s center. She slowly moved Jill’s underwear down, she began to cover Jill in kisses, she licked at her and got her to arch right along with Cindy. Lindsey ran her hands up and down Jill’s sides driving Jill further and further into a painful arch. Cindy and Jill both screamed at their release. The two crashed down on the cold metal floor of the truck, Lindsey sat comfortably between Jill’s legs for a few more minutes till she joined her lovers.

            “Fuck.” Cindy breathed out.

            “Oh shut up…”

            “What?”

            “She’s trying to say your young and you’ll be up to more in like an hour.”

            “Jill’s always up for sex.” Cindy smirked.

            “Don’t…” but it was too late Jill once again jumped on the younger women, lips crashing together.

            “I’m out on this one.” Lindsey said moving away.

            “She’s old.” Jill smiled against Cindy’s lips.

           

            “Just let us go.”

            “No.”

            “Fine.” Jill pouted.

            “Aw, don’t pout.” He creased her cheek.

            “Don’t touch me!” She grabbed his hand and twisted his arm.

            “Don’t touch her!” Lindsey yelled at the same time.

            “Fuck!” the guy yelled out in pain. He backhanded Jill sending her backwards. He grabbed her hands and tied them together matching Lindsey then tied the two together.

            “Great.” Lindsey blew the bangs out of her eyes. “I’m tied to my lover.” She leaned over and started to kiss Jill. The guy watched them Lindsey noticed a response in his pants.

            “AW! I wanna join! TIE ME TO THEM!” she demeaned of the guy.

            “No!” he jumped on Cindy and started to claw at her pants. “Your mine!”

            “GET OFF!” all three started yelling Cindy hit at him. When he punched her and knocked her out Lindsey tried to get off the ground and attack but he ran back to them and tied them to a support pole in the truck. He immediately turns to Cindy and rips his pants off. All Lindsey and Jill can do is sit and look away.

            After what seemed like hours, actually only about 10 minutes, the doors to the back of the truck fly open. Lindsey jumped up Jill had untied her, she charged toward the guy and smashed him in the face, he hit the ground so hard she was sure that was it. Then the leader handed Lindsey the gun.

            “Kill him.”

            “I don’t kill out of cold blood.”

            ‘I do.” Jill grabbed the gun and shot him in the foot. “Dead yet?” she yelled as he screamed. She shot him in the chest. “Now?” she finally shot him in the head ending the ear splitting scream.

            “Shit.” The leader said. “I won’t fuck with you.”

            “Don’t she has a short temper.” Lindsey smiled.

 

            “What do you mean she’s late?”

            “Well your dead dip shit raped her like what about a month ago? Put two and two together.”

            “Aw fuck aw fuck!” the guy starts pacing around the gas station bathroom. He ran to the condom isle. “Here, give her this.” He threw it to Lindsey. “Make her take it.”

            “I can’t make her do anything.”

            “I said make her!” he yelled.

            “Fuck you.” Lindsey walked into the women’s bathroom and slowly started to comfort Cindy.

            “Cindy, maybe we should take a test.” She said rubbing the redhead’s back.

            “No! What if it is true?!”

            “Then we will take great care of it. I mean come on the three most powerful women in San Francisco with a baby? Think about it.” Cindy laughed.

            “Where’s Jill? What does she think?”

            “Where do you think Jill is?”

            “Trying to find a working coffee machine.”

            “No, actually. Odd huh? She is trying to convince the leader that we should head back to san Fran so we can gather stuff.”

            “Oh, well that will never work. Where are we now?”

            “Michigan.”

            “No way.”

            “Yeah… oh you use to live here!”

            “What town.”

            “Howell? I think?”

            “Nice. Ok now the moment of truth.” Cindy followed the instructions on the box and they waited and waited till all the sudden the plus showed up on the test. They looked right at each other mixed emotions on their faces, then they hugged, overjoyed.

            “Jill! She is! She is!” Lindsey came running out of the bathroom with Cindy right behind her.

            “Cindy? Cindy Thomas?” the women behind the counter just looked at Cindy.

            “Oh my god! Julie! I can’t believe it!”

            “Cindy!” the two women hugged, earning a ‘get your hands off my lover’ look from Jill and Lindsey. “It’s been too long!”

            “O, way too long!”

            “Crime desk! I can’t believe you!”

            “I know! I finally made it! How have you been?”

            “Well this is my second job, I work with Ford along side Bill. You remember Bill? I use to fool around with him?”

            “Yeah.”

            “Well I guess we fooled around too much. We got married and I had my first child just a little while ago. A wonderful baby boy.”

            “Aw, send me pictures!”

            “Cindy is there a problem?” the leader spoke up.

            “No, Jack, go back to the car.” She said flatly. He left.

            “Was that your husband?”

            “Psh, no. These two are my lovers.” Cindy waved over Jill and Lindsey.

            “So you did end up with the perfect woman? Or two I guess.”

            “Yep I told you so. Hey I gotta go but… tell mom to look up my father’s brother’s case from march 1989 tell her that, I’m ok, tell her you saw me. Like call her as soon as I leave….”

            “Oh, my, god, that’s right you have been missing!”

            “SHUT UP!” all three yell.

            “Sorry. Cindy stay safe.”

            “I really miss you.” She gave her one last hug and ran out the door with Lindsey and Jill right behind her.

 

            “GET UP!” he yelled, a bloody Cindy lay on the ground, he drove them to the woods and started to beat on Cindy trying to make her miscarry the child. She was already busied all over mainly on her abdomen. When he went in and kicked her again she yelled out loud and crashed back to the ground, not getting up.

            “Shit stop it! She’s almost dead.”

            “I don’t care!” the leader yelled.

            “Stop right there!” a voice rang out from all around. “We have guns trained on your head you move we shoot.”

            “Yeah right!”

            “Get on the ground!” he took another kick at Cindy but ended up on the ground.

            “I said get on the ground.” Jacobi walked out of the woods, “Cindy come on kid.” An EMS ran over and started to help Cindy,

            “Warren! My god I never thought I would be so happy to see you!” Lindsey yelled.

            “Good to see you too.” He wrapped his arms around her and Jill. “Now look who took the shot.” They both turned to see Clare walking out of the woods.

            “CLARE!” they both ran over to her and gave her the biggest hug ever.

            “Jerks! Its hard to solve a case all by my lonesome.” She joked.

            “Cindy’s pregnant!” Jill practily screamed.

            “Oh, god. Jill, she might have lost it.” Clare said into Jill’s neck.

            “I know but still! There’s a chance.”

            “True, true.”

           

 

            “What do you mean family only? I am FAMILY!” Lindsey shouted, as the nurse wouldn’t let her and Jill though to see their new baby girl.

            “Move, you will lose this battle.” Jill said quickly to the intern.

            “No. Family only!”

            “I would move she has a gun.” Warren said taking a spot behind Lindsey, earning a visible shallow. Then the whole police department is there including most of the district attorneys and Clare. Some had banners, others had flowers and candy, some had toys and gift bags. Clare brought the one thing Cindy asked for, fake baby formula and a 24 pack of beer.

            “Honey you better move.” Clare said putting a hand on his shoulder. He finally stepped back and walked away not taking his eyes off any of them, when he was about 10 yards away he turned and ran down the hall as fast as he could.

            “CINDY!” Lindsey, Jill and Clare ran into the room crowding around the bed.           

            “Ok, where is she?” Clare asked.

            “Well, she’s right there.” A nurse walked in with a pink blanket wrapped around a small crying baby. The nurse handed the baby to Jill first. The child stay completely quite well she was passed from person to person. The four women sat talking about the baby for a while till they slowly let the others in to see the newest addition to the large family.

            After everyone left, the four women sat drinking beer while the baby sat on the end of the bed sleeping. They shared laughs, tears, and smiles and hugs. They all admired the child.   

            “Had to figure it would be a girl.” Lindsey said.

            “Yeah, but we are the four most powerful women in San Francisco.” Cindy smiled.

            “Ah, now it’s the five most powerful women in San Francisco.” Jill said giving her finger over to her baby girl who grasped it tightly in her sleep.

A loss or a gain?

  • Jun. 20th, 2008 at 11:24 PM

            Jill sat next to Lindsey her head tucked under the taller women’s arm. Clare and Cindy sat across the table, worried looks on both their faces. Jill let a huge sob roll though her body, Lindsey held her tighter. It had been about 6 months since Jill lost Steve’s and her kid. Now only Lindsey knew the truth… in a few minutes the others would know too. She sucked her breath in and pulled away from Lindsey. Lindsey looked at her with concerned eyes then kissed the top of her forehead, wiping the tears away. Jill turned and looked across the table. She couldn’t think of anything to say… then she knew what to do…. She pulled up her shirt showing off the bruises that she told Lindsey less than two days ago were from a shower door. She heard Clare and Cindy gasp, then she heard Lindsey gasp…she finally noticed the new marks on her shoulder, only this time it came with a fractured rib or two.

            “What the hell Jill?” Clare said as Cindy started to cry herself.

            “Well… I… Steve and I haven’t been getting along…”

            “So what that gives him the fucking right to hit you?”

            “No! God No!”

            “Then how are those showing up?”

            “I… shit Clare he is hitting me!” Jill started to get defensive, then she looked into Clare’s eyes. Seeing the deep pain and regret she broke down crying again. “Mom, he hit me…he hit me and made me lose the baby… he killed our first and our second. He beat me and threw me in the basement and left me… he…” Lindsey wrapped her arms around Jill again rocking her back and forth trying to comfort her. She sobbed and shook grasping on to the back of Lindsey’s shirt holding tight. Then the inevitable happened…. Her phone rang… it was Steve’s ring. Jill almost screamed, Cindy quickly jumped at the phone that danced across the table, she looked up and threw it to the nearest waitress who in-turn threw it to a bus boy, who took it to the back.

            “We won’t let this happen again, Jill, we promise.” Cindy said as she sat back in her seat.

            “We will get him… we will keep you safe.” Clare added.  “Tonight you will come home with me.” She said getting ready to stand up.

            “No! I won’t go!” Jill screamed. “No!” she pushed Lindsey away and curled into a ball on the booth. Lindsey wrapped her arms back around her and started to rock again make Jill clam a little. When she looked up she saw the same bus boy standing off with Steve.

            Steve pushed him out of the way, walking pass him. The waitresses stood infront of the women protecting them.

            “You have no business here.” Their normal waitress said.

            “I’m going to ask this once nicely. Get out of my way!”

            “And if we say no?” the 8 or so women asked at the same time.

            “Well then…” he put his hand on the youngest and pushed her out of the way down on the floor hearing a snap as she tried to catch herself. Now most of the men in the bar had stood up and walked over.

            “Hey, Sues, Need some help?” one of the larger men asked.

            “Hey, you know Jill, well meet her husband. He wants to talk to her but from the looks of it Jill is scared shitless of him… I guess that’s what you get when you hit your wife huh?”

            “You hit! You hit Jill!” Now the men became angry. The first took a step forward sending Steve into a rage. He turned and knocked him flat on his ass. He quickly turned on the others and started to attack. When the last was on the floor he pushed past the women and walked over to the table where the four girls sat.

            “Steve I want you to leave before you get yourself in more trouble.” Clare glared at him.

            “Not without my wife.” He reached toward Jill, “Come on Honey lets go.” Cindy grabbed his hand.

            “Get out.” She twisted it till he moved back. A new rage engulfed him, he turned and smashed Cindy with his free hand sending Cindy flying back into the booth. Then a shot rang out, Steve’s limp body feel onto the table. Standing behind him was Tom… Lindsey’s ex Tom. Gun level with Steve’s head. Jill let out a scream. Her eyes clouded over as she looked at her dead husband. Lindsey cradled Jill’s head back into her. Jill started to laugh…

            “My god.” She looked at Tom. “You saved me!” a smile came across her face that was wider than what they have all seen since she lost the baby.

            “Jill truth be told… we have been tailing him for sometime, when you first came to work after you lost the first child… your boss asked us to.”

            “I don’t care! You saved me.” She looked at Lindsey. “You saved me too.” She leaned up and kissed Lindsey on the lips.

            “Aw, it was nothing.” Lindsey said moving the hair out of her face.

            “I’ve wanted to do that for a long time now.” Jill said resting against Lindsey.

            “Then do it again.” Lindsey smiled, Jill leaned back up and kissed her again.

            “Lindsey… your not her rebound girl are you?” Clare asked already knowing the answer.

            “Nope, I was there before… long before Steve. He’s the rebound guy.” She smiled.

            “I wonder… does she have to file divorce papers if he died?” Cindy said earning a smile from everyone at the table.

            “I don’t know…” Jill smiled then pushed further into Lindsey.

24- part 2- wmc

  • Jun. 16th, 2008 at 1:40 PM

            “No way!” Clare said as a very familiar face appeared around the corner. “Lindsey it’s…Joe.” Lindsey snapped around staring at the sight in front of her.

            “Joe!” she shouted waving him over. “Why the hell are you here?”

            “I’ve lived here for years.” His voice excited.

            “Gezz you look like a million bucks…still.” She flirted with him.

            “You…don’t. shit Lindsey you look like you got hit by a car.”

            “Bad day at work.” Cindy said jealousy on her voice.

            “Oh,” he looked questionably at them, “How’s the hubby? Tom?” He knew that he left he just wanted to drive the steak in deeper.

            “Gone, he left well we left.”

            “Gezz, how’s the kid holding up?”

            “Why don’t you answer that yourself, Joe?” Cindy snapped.

            “Well I can’t.” he snapped back anger in his face, he got a warning glance from all three other women, making him back off.

            “She…he…it never made it.”

            “Sorry to hear that.” A sly grin almost broke out onto his face. Cindy felt her stomach turn as she tried to stay silent.

            “Come join us.” Lindsey scooted in grabbing Jill bringing her closer.

            “Thanks, but I’m actually I am meeting someone here.”

            “Oh, ok. Call me some time same number as always.”

            “I will, cya.” As he turned he could feel the stare from Cindy burning holes into his head. He knew that she wasn’t going to be easy.

            “What was that all about?” Cindy asked.

            “He’s just a friend.”

            “That has no clue about the last, oh, 6 years of your life?” Cindy was practically yelling.

            “I guess he didn’t get the memo.” Lindsey stated. “Why do you care so much anyway?”

            “Because I do!” Cindy shot back.

            “Well, then that settled.” Lindsey looked at her watch. “Quarter to midnight. I don’t know about you guys but I’ve gotta sleep.” Jill stood and let her go with a heart aching good bye.

            As Lindsey walked out to her car all she could think about is how much Cindy had tried to protect her. As she drove to her house Joe’s face flashed in her mind, over and over. She knew it was odd. Just seeing him brought back old forbidden memories. She became light headed as she drove and finally passed out. The car spinning off the road into the ditch.

 

 

Leaving today-part 17- the end?

  • Jun. 11th, 2008 at 5:03 PM

            “No, Lindsey tell us.” Cindy started to run toward her.

            “It’s…” she took them into an interrogation room. They set up TVs each had a picture of Lindsey’s and Cindy’s two houses.
This isn’t our fee. According to Jacobi, we’re working on a sound feed too.” The room fell silent only to sound of Cindy’s keys in her pocket from her shaking could be heard.

            “That’s…”

            “Yes, the feed has been going on for weeks, they say. We just found it. It’s before the shooting.” The screen changes showing 4 rooms inside Lindsey’s house. Cindy turned away feeling ill. She felt arms wrap around her, she turned and rested her head on what she thought was Lindsey’s shoulder.

            “It’s ok Cindy.” Jill’s voice rang in Cindy’s ear. Cindy now knew it was Jill holding her but she wouldn’t move. She felt another pair of hands on her as Jill stepped away.

            “Hey… Its gong to be alright.” Lindsey rested her head on Cindy’s “We’ll find em.” Cindy clung onto Lindsey.          

            “They have a camera pointed at my house, what else do you think they have pointed there?” she stopped to let it sink in. “Lindsey, what the hell do you think! Guns! Guns are pointed to it!”

            “Lindsey, look.” Tom said making everyone look at the tv. “We have people at her door, they aren’t there…”

            “It’s…”

            “A false feed.”

            “They know we have it.”

            “But mines real!” Lindsey pointed as the mail carrier dropped off a package.

            “Huh.” Then it happened the carrier looked right at the camera and winked. Tom grabbed the phone and called bomb squad. “Get the package off there! Now!” two men danced across the screen and threw the package into a container just in the nick of time. Lindsey let go of Cindy running out the door toward the garage. She hopped in her car and swore Cindy just materialized next to her.

            “No! Inside!”

            “No, your not making me stay here!” Cindy yelled.

            “Fine put this on.” Lindsey pulled the wood box up and ripped some ply wood off, she threw a Kevlar vest at Cindy. Cindy just started at the mass amounts of guns in the box. Sniper rifles, shot guns, revolvers, glocks, muzzle loaders, .22 cals. She didn’t move. “Your job is to make sure you give me all the guns when I ask and I have ammo and I don’t run out.” She looked at Cindy. “You know your guns?” Cindy nodded. “Vest and stay down.” Cindy jumped in the back as Lindsey turned down her street. “Snipe, I want that on the middle console.”  She started instructing Cindy. “Hand guns laid out on the dash. Nussle loader furthest behind passenger seat. I want you to carry the .22.” Cindy looked a Lindsey, “front seat.” Cindy jumped back up and made sure she was safe and secure. As they drove they watched the guy get into a getaway car, Lindsey lined the sniper riffle up with his shoulder, she pulled the trigger and made his arm dad weight. He kept going. Lindsey looked at Cindy scared. “I’m going to pull up[ next to him I need you tin the back, back and I want you to use the muzzle loader to kill him. Cindy hurried grabbed the gun and rolled to the very back. Lindsey jumped in the other lane turned her lights and siren on and hit the gas. As she lined up the front window to his window. The guy looked at her scars and his all burned into her mind. Lindsey stepped on the gas and heard the shot go off. His car hit theirs and stopped. Lindsey pulled over and ran to the back of her car. She threw the back hatch open and Cindy jumped into her arms.

            “We did it!” she screamed she held her arms in the air. Lindsey rested her head on Cindy’s stomach taking in her scent.

 

            “Lindsey, go home” Tom ordered as she walked up. “You’re finished here.”

            “Tom, no.” she glared at him, Cindy still stuck to her side. “I’ve got every right.”

            “Come on let’s leave.” Cindy started to beg.

            “No, not now.” Lindsey had pulled the car and guy apart looking for anything and everything. They knew that it was a gang Lindsey had shut down years ago right after she joined the force. The leader or scar face had the sign on his chest. Tom sent swat to the old hang out finding out they did start up the wars again.

            “Lindz, lets go.” Cindy pushed against her. “Please.” Lindsey turned to face Cindy, seeing the pain and yet excitement in her eyes she gave in and started to walk. When Cindy didn’t follow she turned around and asked.

            “You coming?” Cindy ran to grab her outstretched hand.

            “No, I’m staying, right here with you.” She kissed Lindsey as they walked back to Cindy’s house, their house.

 

 I can end it here, and have a next set of stories spun off of this like a continuation or I can keep going with this…. What should I do?

leaving today part 16- finding home

  • Jun. 10th, 2008 at 5:45 PM

            Back at home the doctor instructed Lindsey to stay in the house and watch herself, he wasn’t ready for her to end up in there again. She laid on the floor staring up at the ceiling, legs bent and one arm behind her head. She had forced Cindy to go back to work and jacobi to work without her. It was more than upsetting her, she hating being cooped up in a house. Martha curled up next to her, so Lindsey started to scratch her ears. That morning when Cindy left Lindsey was on the floor so she was shocked to come home and find Lindsey still in the same spot.

            “What are you doing?” she asked laying next to her.

            “Thinking.”

            “Why? Have you moved at all?”

            “No,”

            “So you have been her for 8 hours and haven’t moved.”

            “I guess so.”

            “Alright get up.”

            “I don’t feel like it.” Lindsey said just shaking her head a little.

            “Lindsey what’s going on?”

            “Here, this place, I hate it. I don’t want to be here so I’m thinking of how to move or leave it or change it.”

            “Well,” Cindy thought before saying it. “I have a place; you could stay there until we change this place.”

            “Yeah, I could.” Lindsey finally moved and propped herself up on one arm looking at Cindy. “You wouldn’t mind?”

            “Hey, I’ve been living next to you for a long time, it’s not the place that matters to me, its you,” She pushed herself against Lindsey. “It’s here in your arms.” She sighed as Lindsey took the hint and put her arms around her.

            “If you’re sure.”

            “I’m sure.” Cindy said grabbing hold of one of Lindsey’s arms. “I’m more than sure.”

            “Ok,” Lindsey sighed and rested her head next to Cindy’s. “I’ll move to your place.” She said in her official voice, kissing the back of Cindy’s neck.

 

 

            “What do you mean you don’t have a washer or drier?” Lindsey snapped at the redhead, automatically regretting it.

            The pain of Lindsey yelling at her all day was started to over flow. A tear fell down her cheek. “There’s one in the basement, the fridge never worked right, I always at out or cabinet food, the door had a lock but I woke up once and it was gone, those aren’t bullet holes in the floor…ok I don’t know they might be. The shower stops screeching after a minute or so. So if you really want to keep complaining then go ahead but this is all I have, your place was much better.”

            “Cindy. I know. I’m sorry, its ok.” She looked around, “I guess.”

            Cindy looked up at Lindsey, “guest room down the hall and to your left.” The look in her eyes told Lindsey she didn’t really want to have to say it.

            “Guest room?” Lindsey asked a little hurt. Cindy just nodded. “Alright,” Lindsey tried to stop herself from crying but it was a worthless cause.

            “Wait,” Cindy yelled running up to Lindsey and grabbed her arm as if Lindsey was leaving to go off to war. “No, no I was wrong, stay with me.” Cindy had fear in her eyes, she feared Lindsey would say no or tough luck you blew it. But Lindsey wrapped her arms around her.

            “Gezz kid, ya had me scared for a second there.” She smiled and just held on to Cindy. Martha whimpered and pawed for attention at Lindsey’s feet. “Sweet Martha, go away, this is your territory for a while.” She turned back to Cindy, “So, when we fix my place up, you want to move in?”

            “Lindsey, its been like a month.”

            “Yeah, but every night you have been with me, and even you said that my arms are your home.”

            “Yeah, it really doesn’t matter where I lay down for the night, your arms are my home.” A blush came across Lindsey’s face. “A home that hopefully won’t ever leave.”

            “It won’t.” she held tighter to the reporter, “It won’t.” she repeated. Then her phone rang making the two jump.

            “Boxer.”

            “Lindsey! Why in hell’s good god damn name did you not call me the moment you got hurt? I had to read it in the paper! The god forsaken paper!”

            “Cat, calm down, its ok.” Lindsey struggled to talk to her younger sister, who swore that now that she had kids, Lindsey was also her own child even though Lindsey is almost 5 years older than her, she still treated her like one. “Cat, it was just a bullet. You have a family I was fine.”

            “Fine, how the hell do you think a hole in you is fine?” Lindsey snapped into the phone becoming sick of her sister’s attitude.

            “Because I deal with it. I’m sorry I didn’t call you, where were you when Tom left, where were you all those Christmases I was left alone because you never called or wanted me over, huh, so when I get physically hurt you think its ok to jump on my ass and try to attack me? Well Cat, I’m sorry but you lost the right, call me on my birthday and we’ll talk.” She hung up the phone.

            Cindy just looked at Lindsey with a dumb stuck look on her face. “Who? Is Cat?”

            “My other lover,” Lindsey joked. “No, my sister.”

            “I didn’t know you had…”

            “I didn’t think she cared. She hasn’t talked to me in years. I get shot and she explodes on me.”

            “Gezz.” Cindy looks up at Lindsey, “You know she does care.”

            “Yeah, but I just didn’t want her there, I guess I got use to not having her here.”

            “Yeah,” Cindy looked at her on the verge of tears. “Would you have gone there if you left?”

            “What? No no way my sister’s a mother I go there and put her kids in the line of fire no.”

            “Have you ever thought its us, as in the whole club he’s going after?”

            “Its not a club, and yes.”

            “Then why blame yourself?”

            “Because look at my job, I could have killed someone’s relative that’s why their after all of us.”         

            “And look at all ours! Me, I could’ve said something about the wrong person, Jill could’ve put a relative behind bars, Clare… Clare could’ve called it suicide instead of murder!”

           

“I’m the cop, I kill people. I have dozens of deaths on my hands!” the argument picked up again at Lindsey’s house as they were packing.

            “I put it to press!” Cindy yelled as the phone rang.

            “Boxer”

            “Linds, you need to see this.” Jacobi said on the other line.

            “I’m a little busy.”

            “Linds, get in here now.” Jacobi sounded scared.

            “Alright,”

            “Bring stuff, stuff you can’t let go of.”

            “Alright?”

            “And bring the chipmunk.” He chuckled.

            “Who told you?”

            “Jill,”

            “Sigh, ok.” She hung up. “Grab anything and everything, something’s up.” Cindy immediately started grabbing pictures and figures, “Hey clothing and well not that.”

            “No, because you lose this stuff you’ll be upset.” She just kept moving. “What’s going on?”

            “I whish I knew.” Lindsey pulled at a wooden box and threw it on the couch. “Ready?”

            “Not really.” Cindy went over to the taller women pushing her down on the bed, and claming her mouth. She ran her hands all over her body. “I just want you.” She latched on to Lindsey’s collarbone and slowly started to suck it. As Lindsey pulled off her shirt, Cindy grabbed on to every piece of skin with her mouth as it was exposed. As Lindsey tried to remove Cindy’s shirt Cindy grabbed her hands and pushed them up, she was being harsh but she wanted her way with the women. Cindy worked her way down Lindsey’s body, licking, kissing, and nipping the whole way. A spasm ripped though Lindsey’s body as Cindy found a very sensitive spot right above her core. Cindy spent minutes teasing her by an onslaught of kissing, licking and light movements with her hands over it. As Lindsey began to beg for her to move on and she arched into Cindy, Cindy finally connected her lips to Lindsey core, making Lindsey scream out her name. As fingers joined tongue, jolts went though Lindsey. She started shaking as Cindy brought her to the very edge but would pull out and bring her back down then thrust back into her, bringing her right back to where she was. The tortuous process continued on and on.

            “Cindy…Please!” Lindsey screamed, finally Cindy thrust back in and spread her fingers in Lindsey causing the women to shake violently with orgasms. Cindy crashed on the bed and fell off not realizing that they were that close to the edge. Lindsey gasped and started to laugh realizing that Cindy was face down on the ground.

            “You ok?” She just got a slight nod and Cindy looked up at her. “You ready?”

            “Yeah.” She stood up and helped Lindsey up. They walked to the car and got in after packing it. “So you have no idea why Jacobi called you?”

            “Yep, no clue.” She said her voice changing.

            “Hey, don’t you go into cop mode, you have no idea what is going on so shutting me out is not going to help.” Anger rimmed her voice.

            “Sorry,” Lindsey looked at the redhead.

            “Just don’t shut me out of any of it.”

            “Sorry.”

            “God, don’t be!”

            “Then what?”

            “Just don’t do it.”

            “You sound like my father.”

            “I sound like my mother!” They looked at each other, they laughed.

            “Maybe…we should…” Cindy wanted to ask if she wanted to slow down if she wanted to, if Lindsey was still all in.

            “Cindy, Lindsey?” Jill walked up to the car, crushing all chances. They found a parking spot and jumped out. “What in gods name?”

            “Jacobi called.” Cindy said taking Martha out of the car.

            “Something’s up.” Lindsey added pulling the chipmunk out.

            “We should name it.” Cindy blurted out.

            “What?” Lindsey shouted, Jill put her head in her hands.

            “We…ok you call it rat. I call it chipmunk. We need to name it.”

            “Oh god…now?” Cindy nodded.

            “I’m leaving.” Jill turned to walk away.

            “No you don’t.” Lindsey gabbed Jill’s shirt and pulled her back.

            “Ah…but.”

            “Munk.”

            “Fine.” Cindy took the animal and patted its head. “Munk.”

            “Lindsey inside now.” Tom yelled out at the three women. Lindsey ran into the building Martha at her heels and the other two lagging behind.

            “We need to talk.” Jill started.

            “Yeah? Why?”

            “Because she’s going to throw herself into something to avoid you she does it all the time in every relationship.”

            “I know.” Cindy said quietly.

            “There’s no avoiding it.”

            “Jill for…” she took a breath. “Jill I know I’m scared for that I don’t want that.”

            “Jill, Cindy move it!” Both women looked up at Lindsey laughing.

            “Hey its nothing to laugh at anymore.” Both stopped in their tracks.

            “Lindz?” Jill had fear in her voice she couldn’t hide. “What is it?”

            “Your gonna have to see it to believe it.”

Leaving today-wmc-part 15 revamped-

  • Jun. 10th, 2008 at 5:38 PM

            Cindy stared into the wonderful eyes of Lindsey, Lindsey Boxer, her girlfriend, her best friend, her lover. She smiled at the thought.

            “What are you so smiley about?”

            “The fact that I’m with the most amazing girl in the world and I’m going to rock her world tonight.” She got a cocky smile on.

            “Oh, so I have to wait till tonight?” Lindsey joked.

            “No, not really.”

            “Well then…” Lindsey waited. Cindy stepped forward closing the space in-between the two of them.

            “Not only am I the happiest girl, but I’m also the horniest.” She claimed Lindsey’s mouth and pushed her up against the wall. She worked her tongue into the taller women’s mouth; she pressed her thigh between Lindsey’s legs. Her hands roamed over the shirt that was too small for her, but the bare midriff drove Cindy nuts. She ran her hands up and under the shirt splaying her hands out on her stomach. Lindsey felt like her skin was on fire. Lindsey arched into Cindy’s leg added more pressure, she wanted, needed the pressure. Lindsey helped Cindy remove her shirt.

            “God, I want your body.” Lindsey said taking off Cindy’s shirt and kissing her collarbone.

            “I want your soul.” Cindy slowly undid Lindsey’s pants.

            “I want you in me.” Lindsey put a hand between Cindy’s legs and rubbed the now forming wet spot.

            “I want to be in you.”            Cindy dropped the inspector’s pants.

            “I never want to let you go.” Lindsey pulled Cindy closer.

            “I never want to let you let me go.” Cindy wrapped her arms around her for a second.

            “I want to grapple with you and see who wins.” Lindsey pushed her back and smiled down at her.

            “Not now, I want to fuck you right now, I want to feel all the movements you make.”

            “I wasn’t talking about…” Cindy had slid into Lindsey. “Now.” She finally got out with a sharp intake of breath.

            “Honestly have I taught you nothing.” She pushed further into Lindsey. “Expect the unexpected,” Further making Lindsey moan. “Because sooner or later, I’ll sink my teeth into you.” She bit down on Lindsey’s pulse point making Lindsey break out in a sweat and start to pant.

            “Uh-huh. I just didn’t… didn’t… listen.”

            “Well, when don’t I listen to you?” Cindy asked quickly adding a third finger.

            “All the time,” Lindsey said resting her body against Cindy. Cindy quickly picked up the pace and started kissing Lindsey. As Lindsey reached her peak both women were left standing putting as much weight on the wall as they could. Finally Lindsey fell to the floor pulling Cindy down on top of her. The skin on skin contact aroused her all again. Lindsey started kissing Cindy. She worked her way down the naked body in front of her. The further she went the more moans escaped Cindy’s mouth. When she reached the wet spot between Cindy’s legs and began to kiss it, Cindy had let out a muffled scream of pleasure.

            “Oh I can do better than that.” Lindsey slid in two fingers moving her hand around to every small space inside Cindy.  Cindy started to pant matching the movement of Lindsey’s hand with her breathing. She slowly started to work her hips into the mix. Lindsey still low on the reporter sucked on Cindy clit. Cindy let out another loud moan. Lindsey added a third finger making Cindy buck into her, now her hips jolting into her hand. Lindsey used her thumb to rub Cindy’s clit as her other hand worked up her body along with her mouth. She claimed a breast working the other with her hand, rubbing it and sucking on the hard nipple. Before Lindsey knew it Cindy was trembling again, barley able to breath. As Lindsey removed herself from Cindy she sent another orgasm though Cindy.

            “Wow…” Cindy said all she was able to get out.

 

            “Ok, there’s the map, the town is small if you get lost the flea market and anything that says wallcrows is a place to ask…”

            “Yes. Mother I know!” Lindsey joked.

            “Ok. We will just be in Gladwin. Only about 40 minutes from here.”

            “Clare… I have been here before.” Lindsey finally got serious. Cindy came up sticking her hands in Lindsey’s front pockets.

            “We’ll be fine Clare, I promise.” She rested her head on Lindsey shoulder.

            “Ok.” She gave them each a hug and started to walk out. “Are you sure? I can stay.”

            “You don’t want to stay. Go, see those people, its your family.”

            “Fine.” She walked out the door and they waited till they heard the car pull down the driveway.

            “God!” Lindsey sighed.”

            “Yeah, but she is mother hen.” Cindy removed her hands earning a whimper from Lindsey. She went over to the fridge and pulled out a Jones. She cracked it open and began nursing it down.

            “God that shits bad for you!” Lindsey walked over to Cindy. Cindy lowered the bottle, red liquid rimming her lips. Lindsey couldn’t take it she leaned in and licked it off, taking Cindy’s mouthing into a kiss. She moaned when Cindy’s tongue found its way into her own. When Lindsey finally broke the kiss, she grabbed the bottle from Cindy’s hand. “Jones Pure Cane Soda- Strawberry Lime,” she rolled the bottle to read the back. “48 grams of sugar!” she took a swig.

            “Your all the sugar I need.” Cindy returned the favor licking the remains off Lindsey’s lips.

            “That’s pretty good.” She smiled. Lindsey went down and kissed Cindy pushing her up against the counter. She moved her hands up Cindy’s body till she found a pair of breasts. She cupped them as she continued to kiss Cindy, a moan came from the red head. Lindsey took her chances and slid her tongue into Cindy’s mouth causing her to take a step forward and arch into her. She wanted this, and she wanted it now. Cindy started to explore Lindsey body with her own hands. Finding a spot that made the inspector weak, Cindy went down and began to kiss and nip at the section on Lindsey’s stomach. When Lindsey was just about to burst Cindy came back up and claimed her mouth. Lindsey unbuttoned and unzipped Cindy’s pants and shoved her hand down Cindy’s pants. She moved her hands pass the wet spot formed in between her legs. Cindy bucked into Lindsey’s hand wanting it to be in her.

            “Come on I don’t bite… and when I do you might not get what I bit back.”
A smile came across her face that scared Lindsey, but she did obey her fingers going deep into Cindy’s pulsating core. Lindsey started at a slow rhythm then picked up speed as Cindy rocked against the hand. She swiftly added a third finger, earning a welcoming groan from Cindy. Lindsey moved her mouth down to claim a nipple, she teased it, then she felt Cindy bite down on her shoulder as she began to come close to the edge. When Lindsey added a forth finger Cindy fell over the edge and didn’t come back… for a while anyway.

           

24-WMC-part 1- Kin

  • Jun. 8th, 2008 at 3:55 PM

            “Lindsey Boxer… oh the years it has been.” A man stood alone in a room watching as Lindsey Boxer held on Cindy Thomas’s shoulder walking to the diner with the girls. An angry Jill and a nervous Clare walked along. he knew they were going to talk about the case over food and drinks. It was amazing four women could piece together a murder and find the killer, post it on all the papers and throw him in jail, then move to the next. He had watched it over and over now he knew his plan.

           

            “So just the normal margaritas and wings?”

            “Yep.” All four women said in sync. Lindsey sat next to jill her head rested on the shoulder.

            “God, maybe I should quit. Its hard day in and day out.”

            “No, I need a source.” Cindy smiled.

            “Agh, I’m just so tired.” She finally took her head off jill when the waitress brought the drinks.

            “And an extra shot for Miss. Boxer.” She smiled putting the two cups down. “Enjoy.” She walked away. :Lindsey downed the shot and more than half of the margarita.

            “Slow down there kid.” Jill joked.

            “Humph” Lindsey threw her head back and sighed. “God I’m tried…” Everyone’s jaws dropped, Lindsey? Tried and admitting it? Naw?

            “Lindz, go home.” Clare said.

            “No, I’m not leaving.” She protested and glared at Clare.

 

            Three margaritas and 2 shots later, well actually about 20 minuets, Lindsey was out head against the window. When the second round of wings showed up Lindsey woke up.

            “Hey sleepy head.” Clare joked.

            “I wasn’t sleeping, I was resting my eyes.”

            “Yeah sure than you don’t care that Jill had your other shot?” Cindy said making Lindsey turn her attention to Jill.

            “What? Why?”

            “You were out!”

            “Jerk.” She gave her a slight push.

            “Hey man you were hogging.” Jill pointed to the four margarita and 3 shot glasses.

            “Yeah I guess… sorry.”

            “She’s gotta be wasted.” Cindy said looking at her.

            “Nope, she could get a lot more down.” Clare stated.

            “It comes with the being a cop thing.” Jill explained.

            “Along with the gun!” Lindsey joked knowing how much Cindy was afraid of the hunk of metal always trapped to her side.

            “Ah, the gun.” Clare said as Cindy rolled her eyes.

            “She’d never shoot me. I’m part of the…” The sound of the gun being cocked stopped her.

            “It’s not a club,” Lindsey said completely serious.

            “I…I… sorry I know I just didn’t I’m sorry please don’t shoot me. I’m young I’m next to Clare, remember Clare she loves us shoot me and get blood on her… no…” Cindy stammered for words. The others started cracking up.

            “I wouldn’t kill you.” Lindsey smiled. “I’m not that mean.”

           

            The man sat out in his car hair falling over his eyes. He had once known Lindsey, they were practically kin. He smiled at the thought, Kin killing Kin. He slowly walked to the street and in the diner…guns blazing.

Leaving today-wmc-part 15-Jones

  • Jun. 8th, 2008 at 12:53 PM

            Cindy stared into the wonderful eyes of Lindsey, Lindsey Boxer, her girlfriend, her best friend, her lover. She smiled at the thought.

            “What are you so smiley about?”

            “The fact that I’m with the most amazing girl in the world and I’m going to rock her world tonight.” She got a cocky smile on.

            “Oh, so I have to wait till tonight?” Lindsey joked.

            “No, not really.”

            “Well then…” Lindsey waited. Cindy stepped forward closing the space in-between the two of them.

            “Not only am I the happiest girl, but I’m also the horniest.” She claimed Lindsey’s mouth and pushed her up against the wall. She worked her tongue into the taller women’s mouth; she pressed her thigh between Lindsey’s legs. Her hands roamed over the shirt that was too small for her, but the bare midriff drove Cindy nuts. She ran her hands up and under the shirt splaying her hands out on her stomach. Lindsey felt like her skin was on fire. Lindsey arched into Cindy’s leg added more pressure, she wanted, needed the pressure. Lindsey helped Cindy remove her shirt.

            “God, I want your body.” Lindsey said taking off Cindy’s shirt and kissing her collarbone.

            “I want your soul.” Cindy slowly undid Lindsey’s pants.

            “I want you in me.” Lindsey put a hand between Cindy’s legs and rubbed the now forming wet spot.

            “I want to be in you.”            Cindy dropped the inspector’s pants.

            “I never want to let you go.” Lindsey pulled Cindy closer.

            “I never want to let you let me go.” Cindy wrapped her arms around her for a second.

            “I want to grapple with you and see who wins.” Lindsey pushed her back and smiled down at her.

            “Not now, I want to fuck you right now, I want to feel all the movements you make.”

            “I wasn’t talking about…” Cindy had slid into Lindsey. “Now.” She finally got out with a sharp intake of breath.

            “Honestly have I taught you nothing.” She pushed further into Lindsey. “Expect the unexpected,” Further making Lindsey moan. “Because sooner or later, I’ll sink my teeth into you.” She bit down on Lindsey’s pulse point making Lindsey break out in a sweat and start to pant.

            “Uh-huh. I just didn’t… didn’t… listen.”

            “Well, when don’t I listen to you?” Cindy asked quickly adding a third finger.

            “All the time,” Lindsey said resting her body against Cindy. Cindy quickly picked up the pace and started kissing Lindsey. As Lindsey reached her peak both women were left standing putting as much weight on the wall as they could. Finally Lindsey fell to the floor pulling Cindy down on top of her. The skin on skin contact aroused her all again. Lindsey started kissing Cindy. She worked her way down the naked body in front of her. The further she went the more moans escaped Cindy’s mouth. When she reached the wet spot between Cindy’s legs and began to kiss it, Cindy had let out a muffled scream of pleasure.

            “Oh I can do better than that.” Lindsey slid in two fingers moving her hand around to every small space inside Cindy.  Cindy started to pant matching the movement of Lindsey’s hand with her breathing. She slowly started to work her hips into the mix. Lindsey still low on the reporter sucked on Cindy clit. Cindy let out another loud moan. Lindsey added a third finger making Cindy buck into her, now her hips jolting into her hand. Lindsey used her thumb to rub Cindy’s clit as her other hand worked up her body along with her mouth. She claimed a breast working the other with her hand, rubbing it and sucking on the hard nipple. Before Lindsey knew it Cindy was trembling again, barley able to breath. As Lindsey removed herself from Cindy she sent another orgasm though Cindy.

            “Wow…” Cindy said all she was able to get out.

 

            “Ok, there’s the map, the town is small if you get lost the flea market and anything that says wallcrows is a place to ask…”

            “Yes. Mother I know!” Lindsey joked.

            “Ok. We will just be in Gladwin. Only about 40 minutes from here.”

            “Clare… I have been here before.” Lindsey finally got serious. Cindy came up sticking her hands in Lindsey’s front pockets.

            “We’ll be fine Clare, I promise.” She rested her head on Lindsey shoulder.

            “Ok.” She gave them each a hug and started to walk out. “Are you sure? I can stay.”

            “You don’t want to stay. Go, see those people, its your family.”

            “Fine.” She walked out the door and they waited till they heard the car pull down the driveway.

            “God!” Lindsey sighed.”

            “Yeah, but she is mother hen.” Cindy removed her hands earning a whimper from Lindsey. She went over to the fridge and pulled out a Jones. She cracked it open and began nursing it down.

            “God that shits bad for you!” Lindsey walked over to Cindy. Cindy lowered the bottle, red liquid rimming her lips. Lindsey couldn’t take it she leaned in and licked it off, taking Cindy’s mouthing into a kiss. She moaned when Cindy’s tongue found its way into her own. When Lindsey finally broke the kiss, she grabbed the bottle from Cindy’s hand. “Jones Pure Cane Soda- Strawberry Lime,” she rolled the bottle to read the back. “48 grams of sugar!” she took a swig.

            “Your all the sugar I need.” Cindy returned the favor licking the remains off Lindsey’s lips
            “That’s pretty good.” She smiled.

Leaving today-part 14-

  • Jun. 5th, 2008 at 10:11 PM

            “Ok so what are we going to do about the house being attacked? We have kids and younglings here. I can’t sit by and watch them die… no pun intended so you can stop laughing Lindsey.” Ed started the meeting this time the boys had to stay in the same room as the adults. They had curled up on the floor with Martha after the dog and the chipmunk fell asleep.

            “I’m sorry.” Lindsey still couldn’t stop laughing.

            “I say we leave.” Cindy threw out.

            “Stay.” Jill said. “We go home we get a lot closer to our lives we could lose it all, anyway here we are together we are safer.”

            “Home there are more targets!”

            “You saw all those guys, it doesn’t matter how many targets there are they have the people to cover all of them!” Lindsey was yelling.

            “Lindsey calm down.” Clare put her hand on Lindsey’s.

            “No, I say I leave its me their after, not you guys. They made that apparent.”

            “No, we already went over this you aren’t leaving.” Cindy said.

            “It’s the safest plan.” Ed agreed.

            “No, she’s not leaving, and we aren’t going home. We are sticking together and going to beat this.” Clare said angry at her husband.

            “We all can’t fight as well as others.” Luke pointed out.

            “That’s why we are going to plan.” Lindsey said taking the words right out of Clare’s mouth. She pulled out a note pad, and looked for a pencil, Cindy handed her one. “Thanks.” She looked deep into Cindy’s eyes.

            “No big, I always have one, it comes with being a reporter.” She smiled.

            “Ok we will set up multiple spots, sharp shooters and fast attacks, you still got that old 4 wheeler?”

            “Yeah, never got rid of it, still works.”

            “Good, ok.” She drew out the house and the surrounding land. “Who knows how to hunt.” Both boys nodded. “Alright, you two are far range sharps, Ed you will be by the water, Luke the woods. Clare sharp close to Ed, in a tree, Ed you’ll be on a camo boat, I have an idea about that. Jill you will also be by your man, a tree, we will make sure you don’t get hurt.” She looked at her and Jill solemnly nodded. “Cindy will take the four wheeler…wait do you have a tree house?” She looked at Clare.

            “Yeah, why… o ok.”

            “We are going to fortified it and put Jill there. She will be the sharp shooter that will put out round after round. Ed, you were part of the force I don’t know anyone on it that doesn’t have a secret stash in every house… where’s yours?”

            Ed looked at Clare, then down at the floor. “There’s a chain buried by a tree the chain goes out to the water, we have everything,” he looked at Lindsey. “For a war, automatics ECT.”

            “Good, the boys and Martha will also be in the tree house, that’s the safest spot.”

            “Oh no, they are going to stay in the house.” Clare said scared.

            “So they are going to stay in here with no weapons and all alone while huge men have guns and scary bombs outside?”

            “I..” she thought. “I didn’t think that way.”

            “They will be there.”

            “Ok.”

            “Cindy you remember how to use an automatic?”

            “Unfortuanly.”

            “Good, you will be on the four wheeler, covering the front, I will take the back lake with the Jet Ski.” 

            “Hey we have an idea…” Nate walked over with his brother right behind him.

            “Ok, what is it.” Lindsey asked.

            “Well they know about the port holes, we made those,” a smile came across his face. “When we were playing paint ball last year, we dug…tunnels, under ground they are all over. They can be use full but they are really small I can’t get in them anymore. We put speakers in them just the other day. When you turn them on, you can’t even think its massive surround sound… outside. We could blare music and be able to cover us more… also we have one tunnel that leads up into the house, if we need we could use it.”

            “My god when did you do all this?” Clare asked.

            “Along time ago.”

            “Ok well we can use them.”

            “Good,”

            “And who’s got an ipod?” everyone looked at Lindsey like she’s nuts about asking. “I have one, I just have an idea.”

            “Share.”

            “We put all of our favorites on to a laptop and shuffle them up that why we are on top of it and happy.”

            “Ok.” Luke said putting his mp3 on the table. Everyone else followed suit.

            “What are we planning?”

            “What do you think? Attack soon?”

            “How are we gonna get them in here?”

            “Easy, one at a time, we are planning on killing lots, yes soon, that’s easy… they should attack as soon as they notice me out on the jet ski, because right now a red laser is pointed at the back of my head, thus why I asked about the ipods, trying to make it look like we aren’t planning anything.”

            “What?” Cindy almost yelled but didn’t move, Lindsey moved like her pencil fell and a red dot appeared on Jill’s forehead, no one moved.

            “Well all the sudden I don’t feel safe.” She joked.

            “Jill I don’t want you to move but there is a rat by your foot.”

            “Ok, now why would you tell her that?” Clare said.

            “Because Luke is going to have to get off it’s tail, so it can runaway.” Lindsey smiled. Luke moved his foot and they watched the mouse run into the other room.

            “Alright now when we stand up Luke take Jill’s hand and head downstairs, kids follow them, show them the tunnel. When you see me get on the Jet Ski and start to circle get in your spots, take your weapons, every spot circled has at least one gun I called in a favor.” A smile came across her face. “I’m gonna try to take out anyone on the lake. Ok?” everyone nodded. They started to get ready, put guns in each spot and pulling up Ed’s stash, they made sure the Jet Ski and 4 wheeler had gas, they fortified the tree house, and made it a stockade. As easy as it seemed no one once said a word to each other till the end.

            “Cindy, like I said I will get you outta this.”

            “Lindsey, don’t get me killed, I love you.” Cindy gave the taller women a hug and breathed in the sweet smell one last time.

 “Let’s go,” the plan played out perfectly, when Lindsey got down to the jet ski she saw Ed in the boat, and heard music start to play, it had taken nothing for everything to pull together. Then it happened a bullet hit her Kevlar vest, not hard it stopped on the first one, only the family knew that they all had on two the kids had three on and even Martha got one. She watched as Ed turned and took out the guy who shot her. She passed in perfect timing with Cindy clearing people in the yard, she watched as people fell to the ground, for some reason she thought Jill had better shots than Luke. Lindsey did a 180 and came back across firing the semi automatic off again.

Clare watched as Jill and Luke bolted up 2 inch steel plates around the flimsy tree house, she looked on as her kids organized the music and made it so they could control the inside radio from the tree house. She dug her feet in as she climbed to her spot up the tree and organized her guns. She had a perfect view of the house and lake and yet no one could see her. When she saw the first guy take a shot at Lindsey her heart skipped a beat…nothing happened she stayed on and didn’t fall, now Clare was pissed but Ed beat her to the punch. She took aim at men who came to close to her friends and killed them.

Cindy was nervous on the back of the 4 wheeler, she knew she was in the line of danger. Ed and Luke helped set up the vehicle to make sure it ran well they built up the protection around the engine and gas tank. When she took her first pass and fired the gun she became exhilarated. She learned quickly that she could turn on a dime and not flip. As she passed for a 6th time she realized that nothing moved… not a thing. She took her 4 wheeler to check on everyone. Clare gave her a thumbs up, so did Jill and the kids, Luke sat in the tree with a cut up leg, Ed had rowed his way out to the middle of the lake where a still Lindsey lay. Cindy jumped into the water and swam to Lindsey she beat Ed there. She flipped Lindsey over and ripped the vests off.

“Lindz, speak to me!” Lindsey started coughing and tears ran down Cindy’s face.

“Ow, I…what happened?”

            “You hit the sandbar, sorry.” Ed smiled. Cindy claimed Lindsey's mouth and ran her tounge on the top of her mouth.

Leaving today-part 13-Fight or Fight

  • Jun. 4th, 2008 at 10:22 PM

            The pain never came, a yell of agony never came. She kept running. She pulled her gun out and hid behind a tree. She aimed at spots and fired back then kept running.

            “Lindsey!”

            “Go back to the house!”

            “No, Lindsey.” Cindy sounded desperate.

            “What?”

            “Hi.” 3 men stood behind Cindy all carrying guns, multiple guns. “We got a call from Clare.”

            “Alright!” she gave them a signal to spread out and for Cindy to come here. “You know the scene in the Patriot?”

            “Ah…there’s a lot remind me.” She smiled.

            “The ambush? When Gabriel gets captured and the father goes psycho killing everyone.”

            “Yeah. God he’s cute… but you’re cuter and way hotter.”

            “Do that, there are trees and guns every where fire move reload fire. Good save. ” She looked at Cindy and hugged her. “Don’t get killed, move fast, don’t carry the gun!”

            “Ok.” She started to shake, Lindsey kissed her forehead.

            “I’ll get you outta this.” She handed Cindy a small revolver and multiple rounds. “Go.” She pointed her to a gun, “Turn 145 and run to the other tree.” Cindy ran as Lindsey changed trees and fired again. As they believed they out numbered the guy… they hoped. As bullets wized by from behind Lindsey and Cindy kept jumping trees the men would switch. Scared that she might get hit Cindy wanted to run.

            “Lindsey, leave, we got it.” A guy said covering her. She just nodded running to Cindy. She wrapped an arm around her hip and they ran to the house, heads down. As a bullet hit the ground next to them Lindsey turned and fired off 6 shots back behind her. She ran the rest of the way and heard the men start to fall back. When they made it to the yard they sprinted into the house. Lindsey turned into Cindy grabbing her tight as tears started down her face..

            “Cindy, hush, its ok.” She rubbed her back and kissed the top of her head. She held her close not wanting to let her go. “It’s ok.” She pulled Cindy closer holding her tight, “Hush its ok. Hey at least you didn’t pancake.” She smiled and heard a laugh come from Cindy.

            “Lindsey get in here!” Jill opened the door, Martha stuck her head out. “Basement now.”

            “Coming.” Lindsey started to move, then decided against it. “Cindy get on my back.” Lindsey lifted her on her back and carried her piggyback style down stairs.

            “Lindsey you have the best shot.” Ed threw her the sniper rifle and lined up next to Luke. “I want the younglings in the back the bedrooms hidden. Cover the windows make sure that Martha stays quiet.”

            “Ed, give me a gun.” Clare said.

            “No, you stay with Cindy!”

            “No, I said give me a gun.”

            “Clare reason with me here.” Lindsey started.

            “Ah, fine.” Lindsey threw her a revolver.

            “I’m moving up.”

            “No,” Cindy screamed and grabbed Lindsey. “Don’t.”

            “I’ll come back I promise.” She claimed her mouth. Cindy had tears starting down her face, as Lindsey deepened the kiss. “I promise.” She said when she broke the kiss and ran upstairs.

           

            Upstairs Lindsey quickly kept moving to the loft, up two more flights of stairs. She drew the blinds and set guns up randomly around the room. Her heart raced in her chest. She went to the closet and pulled the carpet up then the floorboards, she pulled out the guns she hid there when Clare and Ed bought the house. She pulled the boards back over top of her and slid into place in the port holes built into the house. She had access to the whole house from there and a stockade of guns and ammo. She looked out the hole and watched as a man came down the drive. She waited till she could get the shot then took him out. A barrage of bullets attacked the front of the house, Lindsey rolled to the next hole and fired at a puff of smoke bellowing from the trees, a man’s body fell to the ground and into the ravine. More bullets hit the house. Lindsey sank to the lower level and took another shot with the sniper to a guy’s head. He fell on to another guy taking him out. She watched as men started fleeing in the woods. She took out as many as she could more bullets not her own came from the house, Ed and Luke and moved to the front and were firing at them. When it was all over 10 men lay dead and 8 more and fled. Lindsey fell back against the wood and sighed trying to relax her racing heart. She felt Clare pull her down back into the house.

            “You good?” Clare asked.

            “Uh-huh.” Lindsey nodded, Cindy came over and moved the hair from her face.

            “Hey,”

            “Told you I’d get you outta this.”

            “Yeah, you did.”

            “Man, I don’t feel good.” Lindsey tried to move but stopped when searing pain swept though her body.

            “Lindsey what is it.” Clare asked worried.

            “It’s my side.” Clare rolled her over and found a nail sticking out of Lindsey’s side.

            “Ok, breath in…. and out.” As Lindsey breathed out Clare pulled the nail out, making Lindsey wince in pain.

            “Oh my god.” She fell to the floor and held back a scream.

            “Better?”

            “Yeah,” Lindsey said moving on to her elbows. “Everyone good?”

            “Lindsey… Martha ran outside. She wasn’t hit but she chased a guy into the woods, when she came back, well they killed the chipmunk…or a chipmunk.”

            “Don’t worry, it’s not hers.” Lindsey pulled out the chipmunk from her pocket. “Martha has a sweet spot. When she dropped it I picked it up, she would have been depressed if I didn’t.” the chipmunk let out a huge cry and Martha came running. Lindsey put the rodent on her dog. “There baby all better, did you do a good job getting auntie Jill?”

            “Auntie? Jill?” Jill said.

            “Yes, Auntie Jill.” Lindsey said back.

            “And you say that dog has a sweet spot!”

            “Don’t…”

            “Well… your dripping blood.” Clare said.

            “Let it drip.” Lindsey said.

            “Maybe we should leave…” Cindy said rubbing her arm. “Like go home.”

            “We have one more week here and I think I’m staying.” Lindsey said.

 

            “I’m glad you made me stay.” Cindy said pushing up against Lindsey.

            “See, you wanted to.” Lindsey rolled to face Cindy. “You” she kissed her. “Want” again “To” Again. “fuck” again only deeper. “me.” She deepened the kiss even more and this time didn’t let go. Cindy hooked her arm around Lindsey’s neck pulling her closer. Cindy’s breath caught as Lindsey rested her hand against her stomach.

            “You sure?” Cindy whispered into Lindsey’s ear.

            “What?”

            “You sure.”

            “Cindy Thomas, I have fucked you before and I’m not planning on stopping anytime soon.” Lindsey said moving her hand down the red head’s body.

            “No you’re not hurting, right?”

            “No, and your not in shock?”

            “No?” as soon as the words came out Lindsey claimed her mouth and stood up, walking her backwards toward the bathroom, ripping each other’s clothes off.

            “Ah…No.” Cindy fell making them land in the closet, the walk in closet. Lindsey not protesting continued to kiss Cindy. Cindy slid her hand down Lindsey’s body down to her legs slowly taking down her panties, the only thing left on her body. Cindy slowly worked her way back up the long legs, kissing, licking and rubbing every inch of them. The closer she got to Lindsey core the more the inspector squirmed…Cindy liked that. She slowly put her mouth to the wet spot forming in between Lindsey’s legs. Lindsey almost howled with pleasure. Cindy claimed Lindsey’s mouth and slid two fingers into Lindsey. Lindsey arched into Cindy’s body. Sweat broke out on her face, Cindy leaned in and licked it off, Lindsey with an opportunity laid out in front of her bit down hard on Cindy’s pulse point, making her buck up resulting in her being driven deeper into Lindsey. Lindsey unfortunately came and fell completely to the ground in a heap, leaving poor Cindy halfway there. Lindsey seeing Cindy trembling straddled the young women and forced herself in, she had loved the fact that she didn’t move an inch. Lindsey started at a fast pace, Cindy had started to pant. Lindsey moved her free hand up Cindy’s leg leaving a trail of goose bumps, as she passed over her thigh Cindy arched into her. As Cindy hit her peak Lindsey started to slow her pace, minutes after Cindy’s release Lindsey still had a very slow, steady pace going. She finally stopped and Cindy crashed on the ground and didn’t move, Lindsey kissed all around her body. Cindy let out a loud moan as Lindsey claimed a nipple in her mouth.

            “Lindz.” She whispered. “Ah… you fuck me soo well.” She gave a sigh and her eyes fluttered shut.

            “Hey, get up. We have to go to that meeting downstairs at the…place.” Lindsey just rambled. Cindy nodded and kissed her neck.